Cancer SUCKS.
(That is the biggest understatement……ever.)
It sucks the memories of what normal everyday life was like
before the ‘new normal’.
It sucks being so familiar to medical terms when I didn’t go
to medical school.
It sucks because it clouds your mind.
It sucks because it makes you paranoid about everything.
It sucks the joy from all the happy moments and often leaves
you gasping for air trying not to cry.
It sucks because the realization of it creeps up on you when
you least expect it.
It sucks because it changes you in ways you can’t even begin
to imagine….yet alone try to explain.
It sucks knowing that the inevitable is going to come way
too soon.
It sucks trying to create new memories, because you know
deep down there is a motive…to create it before it is too late. To make sure you get that moment you’ve
been longing for your whole life.
As much as I hate cancer, it sucks knowing one day cancer
will be gone. Because it will be
taking something…someone… with it.….forever.
(That is the biggest understatement……ever.)
It sucks the memories of what normal everyday life was like
before the ‘new normal’.
It sucks being so familiar to medical terms when I didn’t go
to medical school.
It sucks because it clouds your mind.
It sucks because it makes you paranoid about everything.
It sucks the joy from all the happy moments and often leaves
you gasping for air trying not to cry.
It sucks because the realization of it creeps up on you when
you least expect it.
It sucks because it changes you in ways you can’t even begin
to imagine….yet alone try to explain.
It sucks knowing that the inevitable is going to come way
too soon.
It sucks trying to create new memories, because you know
deep down there is a motive…to create it before it is too late. To make sure you get that moment you’ve
been longing for your whole life.
As much as I hate cancer, it sucks knowing one day cancer
will be gone. Because it will be
taking something…someone… with it.….forever.
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